15 years ago anyone who knew me would’ve been happy to tell you how brutally honest I was, and the truth is, I was proud of that. I WAS HONEST! Honest about everything I thought about you, others in the world at large. I was fierce in my convictions and addicted to my own rightness. I was using my voice to intoxicate myself and to experience a false sense of power. At the time I didn’t understand that being loud about my opinions and judgments didn’t equate to authentic and powerful expression.


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